I would have to agree with the previous suggestion on learning the fundamental (command line), but that's just a matter of time and the will to absorb knowledge.

In regards to your innitial inquisition, the file (attached?) is called "etv1-9.exe". It simply loads the Express Tools. If you can't find it, contact me via email (aznartist22@yahoo.com). I attempted to provide it thru here but it's too big to upload.